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stupid cramps ruined my day. i just wanted to go home today. i think i did pretty good on my trig test. last night i was texting my friend shay that goes to school with all my church friends. her dad is having his 50th birthday party this friday night after the football games. so shay texts me and says, "what if i told you that brandon's family was invited to the party?" and i got super excited but then realized that there is almost no chance that brandon would show up. but, there is hope. jason (brandon's bff) is also one of my close friends and jason said that he would try to get him to come. my parents, brandon's parents, shay's parents, jason's parents, this kid cameron's parents, and my other church friend sammi's parents are all really close, so it makes sense that we all hang out all the time. and it makes sense that brandon's parents would come. ugch i know i shouldn't want brandon after what he did to me, but i can't help it. :( i was checking out his myspace a few minutes ago and he has all the pictures up of him and valerie. she looks like she could be his older sister, no lie. she's so old looking. matter of fact, i think she's only like a year younger than his actual older sister! it's ridiculous. valerie's not even pretty, and jason says he hates her and that i'm much better looking. and since you don't know jason, let me inform you that jason doesn't lie to make you feel better. he'll tell you straight-up. brandon told jason that i'm too high maintenance for him. wtf? brandon said when we first started talking that he could handle a big city girl..and now all of a sudden he can't? [all these people are wayy country. did i tell you that already?] anywho. i'm verrrry apprehensive as to what will go down friday night. everything could happen, and nothing could happen.
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